That look was sad. it wasn’t just that he didn’t want to have his picutre taken and I know that. Why is he sad? And why do I want to make it better? He broke my heart. He ripped it in two. And I have no right to complain. I really don’t. Because EVERYBODY tried to warn me. And I didn’t listen. To any of them. Not even to the friend I trust the most. He broke my heart and all I want to do is be the one to fix his. I need to stop feeling alone. I need to stop feeling worthless.